Tale Of The Day

Phew! Having a final viva in Paediatrics posting with Dr K felt like I’m sitting for a final exam in meds school. Glad that it’s over now. I’m pretty happy with with my achievement today. I remember my 6weeks’ assessment. Didnt get good remarks for it. Although I dont need to repeat the assessment, but she left me with the impression that I’m not good enough, I’m still incompetent, please do more reading. Which is goo in a way. I try my best to read whenever I have free time. ( not that super hardworking, but still, I made an effort :P ). The viva went well. I feel good about myself. Cant believe peadiatrics posting almost finishing. In two weeks time, I’ll be in medical posting.

Kids aren’t so bad after all. Just that pricking them is a lot harder than pricking adults. I enjoy my stay in paeds. Seeing myself as a paediatricians? Nah.. I’m interested more in adult :P

I hope to be a great doctor 1 day. Feels good when u get to help ease people from their pain

A Capricorn born on December 30 is a jovial individual who promotes the status quo. They like the good life and are willing to work long and hard to achieve it. They are focused and understand the need to make sensible sacrifices. These individuals are happiest when they have a stable family and happy home life.

Friends and Lovers

The men and women born on this date make wonderful companions. They believe no one can have too many friends. They tend to have conventional attitudes about romance. They want a partner who shares their enthusiasm as well as their philosophical and religious beliefs.

Children and Family

People born on this date are devoted to the ideals of family life. They are often part of a large or extended family group, and they draw their ideas about family values and what a family should be from this experience. People born on this date make wonderful parents. They don’t see themselves simply as authority figures but as guides and friends.

Health

December 30 people are generally vibrant and stay healthy because they are happy. They know the value of a good attitude. They don’t take successes any more seriously than failures. Because they have a healthy appetite for good things, they need to be involved in an exercise regimen and cut back on sweets and fatty foods.

Career and Finances

People born on this date have great leadership ability. They have entrepreneurial talents and may do well for themselves in their own business. Making money is high on their priority list, yet they aren’t especially materialistic. They want to reap the rewards due them.

Dreams and Goals

December 30 individuals aren’t known for taking risks, but they will walk on the wild side to experience something marvelous. They have a genius for balancing their personal and professional lives. This is important, because they aren’t content to be unfulfilled in either.

Wow, it’s been months that I left this tumblr without updates! I’ve been busy. Preoccupied with work. If not working, i’d sleep. Sleep is so very precious. I think, most of working people would find sleep very essential isn’t it? Well, at least I do! Lol

After graduation, I was so excited of the whole idea of working life. I wanted to work asap. I was so enthusiastic to the extend that I went for my induction 2weeks after landed home. Some of friends think it was a little bit too much to start that early. Like I said, I was too impatience. Why? Probably bcos JPA stop supplying the mony. Lol, money driven :P

Working life isn’t all glamorous, or as fun, or as easy as it seemed in Grey’s Anatomy. Superb HOs with superb case presentation & knowledge like Yang, Meredith? YOU WISH! Haha. There’s a lot that I didn’t know of. A lot that has not been taught in medical school. A lot of scolding & yelling. 1 week of working, and I started to feel like giving up. 

Alarm rings at 5.30am each morning, even on weekends. I opened my eyes with a heavy heart. Going to work is like a burden. I felt inadequate & incompetent. Basically I felt dumb. But I tell you what, with good attitude, over time, you’ll get the hang of it. Everyday can only punch out at 10pm. By the 2nd week, I found myself doozing off few times on my way home after work. That is how tiring it was during tagging period.

Days turn to weeks, weeks turn to months. Be resilient! I always tell myself, everyday is a learning process. As I get to 1 month, I finally manage to adapt. I remember getting 1st gift from my patient. I couldn’t describe my feeling at that time. I felt so contented. This job is a rewarding job. When the patients thank you for taking care of them, you felt appreciated & it somehow motivate me to do what’s best for my every patient.

Currently, it has been 2months & 3 weeks since I started working. I love my job :) Although, of course there’s some days that I would hate my job, but most of the days, I enjoy it. The existence of helpful, kind & fun-loving colleagues, has made Hospital Ampang Surgical department a lovely place to be posted to :) 

Was browsing some old photos. Short hair, doesnt really suits me. Haha!

No words can describe how relieve I felt when this event was finally over. Thank you Anna for always being a great partner! If it wasnt you, all these wouldnt be possible :) 

I am not much of a high heels person. Mine, is usually 1 inch or 2inch tops. Today I was wearing a 4 inch. By the end of the day, my feet were begging me to spare them some mercy! Note to self, bring flats in case of emergency like this, or, just be ur usual self of not wearing heels. Haha!

Before the talk starts, we were doing a little bit of snapping. I love this one pic. Love the angle, and of course, the model pun cun jugak! ;)

The rest were pictures of us. Didnt get to take pictures during the talk as my battery went flat. Smart right, forgot to charge.

I enjoyed the talk, really. And I enjoyed meeting them :) Seeing them make me so proud of being a product of SSP. It was nice knowing you guys, Dr Anis Shafina, Dr Fauzany, Shasha, Tisha and Ily :)

The shoot for my graduation yearbook. The smile is so ‘Ohh So Fake’ 

Yesterday, I met this 2 cool people. To my surprise, they’re my seniors! SSPians SPM batch 1998. Shasha & Ily (where are my manners? I called them without ‘Kak’). If I were still in highschool, I’m done. Got called up to seniors dorm, and BOOM! Endless ‘lectures’ from the seniors and forever u’ll be marked ‘the rude junior’. Ohh, boarding school years. It was fun, really :)

So here’s Shasha & Ily. Shasha in Washington DC working with Bank Negara & Ily taking Master in Law in UK under Bank Negara. From USA & UK, coming to Moscow, to meet up with another SSPian, Dr Anis Shafina from Malaysia. They’re gonna have their Europe trip together. Boy oh boy, even years after school, these girls still maintain the bond between them. The unbreakable sisterhood. 

Last Friday (17/06/11), Diba & I felt like we have to do something. At 1st, we were thinking of going to shopping mall and just have dinner/late lunch. We asked Di along, she doesnt mind. But then, Diba already bought stuff for her pizza which was her plan for dinner. So I said, let’s go to the Moscow River, take pictures and have a slice of pizza. Diba suggested we add another people, it’ll be fun. So we called a guy friend. And from a guy friend, suddenly it leads to few guys. Haha. Hence, we had a so-called unplanned picnic. Not much for the foods, but more on just hanging out and having some fun.

This feel a little bit awkward. To be writing again after many months of not writing. Last night I browsed through some of my older entries (on tumblr and blogspot). It was nice to be reminded of those happy memories. Online diary. Open for all to read! Haha. I’m not some famous celebrities, not even in famous categories at any level, so I’m guessing, nobody even interested in stalking me nor this open diary would do harm to me. Lol

As the title of this post stated, I’m done with exam. Hurrayyyy! Alhamdulillah, on 10th June 2011, I’m officially no longer a medical student and unofficially a doctor. InsyaAllah on 1st July, after taking the Hippocrates’ oath, I can call myself a unemployed doctor. Right now it’s “I’m not a medical student, not yet a doctor” (sing with Britney’s style please )

So when is my flight back? It’ll be on 8th July. What a long gap! (Some of you might say this. Yes, I’m a part time telepathic). Indeed, it is. It’s for the whole process of legalizing and translating the degree. Unless, if people in Malaysia can read Russian, then we can cut the duration short :P

The thing about going back for good I despise the most is, PACKING. Man, I hate it. If only I was this rich person, I’ll definitely hire movers/packers service. No headache and everything is easy breezy. Or better still, I leave everything behind and buy everything new once in Malaysia. Haha, dream on Pena!

The thing that I’m looking forward to about coming home are, work, money, car and LIFE! Everything going to be different. It’s a new phase of my life. The grown ups phase. Responsibility. Managing and planning life and future (oh wait, been doing that ever since in high school. It’s the same, but only bigger!) I’m excited but at the same time feeling sick like I can throw up. Working definitely can be very challenging. I’m hoping we can all survive it.

During this 1month duration that I am here, Im gonna use it to the fullest and spend it with beloved friends. 6 years of togetherness. Im gonna look back and miss everything that we had. We stood up and looking out for each other, when parents are thousands miles away, we became each other parents automatically. I will never forget that :’)

•  a #Capricorn personality is a pleasing one. They dress neatly and exhibit fine deportment. They don’t get excited easily
• You can blow your lid off in front of a #Capricorn and they would will remain calm and collected.
• #Capricorns, are highly patient in front of short tempered individuals.
• In fact, #Capricorns,can fine tune your ideas to make them fruitful. They are not known as great refiners for nothing.

Personal traits

Openness, enthusiasm and individualism are the main traits of the Arians. They are outspoken, alert, quick to act and speak. They prefer to speak than to listen. Arians are ambitious, with lots of drive and a strong will to lead. They are poor followers. Fiercely independent, they usually take the side of the underdog in any controversy. They are champions of lost causes and losing battles. This trait is due to a strong belief in their own abilities to turn any situation around. 

Arian values are more intellectual than spiritual. Primarily people of action, they demonstrate little subtlety or cunningness. Frank and amiable, they make quick decisions, and grasp ideas very quickly. They are also quick to anger, Arians are known for their impatience, and are prone to be arrogant.

Arians have a strong self image, the ability to think fast and size up most situations in an instant. Arians calculate risks with lightning speed and make decisions accordingly. An adage that fits the Arian well is ‘A straight line is the shortest distance between two points’. Arians don’t waste time and energy beating around the bush, they come straight to the point, and leave the bodies where they fall.

Positive Traits

Arians are known to be generous people. They give of their time, effort, money and sympathies. They have both moral and physical courage and will give support to anyone they believe is being treated unfairly, or to any cause they deem worthy.They are creative, open hearted, and high spirited
Main positive traits: Initiating, pioneering, eager, courageous, independent, dynamic.

Negative Traits

A high energy output is cause for great anxiety in some Arians. Sometimes, this anxiety is so intense and unmanageable that it becomes a cause to abandon a venture out of fear of failure. They then redirect their energy into something new. Another flaw in the Arian makeup is a fear of rejection. Rejection is near the top of their list of fears. If the Arian is not certain of acceptance, to avoid rejection, they do the rejecting first. The best defense is a good offense.                                                                              

Main negative traits : Quick-tempered, violent, impatient, egotistical, intolerant.

Profession

In their professions, Arians need to take charge. The routine or monotonous was not meant for them. Their originality, imagination and great mental and physical energy require work where their can utilize all of these traits. They prefer to work on their own or direct others. They can communicate and form public opinion.Journalism, publicity, advertising, publishing, radio and TV are natural professions for them to prevail in.

The military is another field that is ripe for Arians with its many leadership possibilities. Law enforcement is another commanding vocation that is attractive to Arians. In a similar capacity Aries make excellent surgeons and surgical nurses. In the arts and entertainment field, Arians also do very well. They are endowed with so many valuable assets; a keen intellect, initiative, intuition, inventiveness, energy, leadership qualities and enthusiasm that they’ll shine in any profession that they set their sights on.

Advice for the Arians

Arians have to watch their impatience, lack of thrift, and a domineering attitude. Their ego also requires more than a fair share of continual approval and acclaim. Arians thrive on challenge, and they truly believe they can do anything - so they have a tendency to bite off more than they can chew. Acquiring patience, persistence and perseverance will go a long way in helping them to make the most advantage of their great gifts.

Some light reading on Sunday morning ;)

Personal Traits

The Capricornian is generally a serious character possessing a wry sense of humor. Independent, steady as a rock, Capricorn reflects earthy qualities that range from clever to vacuous. Mostly cautious, confident, strong willed, reasonable and hard working, Capricorns are a rock upon which to build. They are often aloof, shrewd, practical, responsible and persevering. They are capable of great endurance Reliable in any profession they undertake, but lacking in originality, they usually excel in following up on what someone else has started.

Within prescribed areas, Capricorn is a resourceful, practical manager. These folks set high standards for themselves and others. They are self critical, and work well in a disciplined environment, demanding equal measure from their subordinates.

A careful, ambitious planner, Capricorn moves forward with quiet, deliberate persistence. They can be frugal, possessing the ability to achieve results with minimum effort and expense. Highly organized, they excel in managing several projects simultaneously.

Capricorn will often vie for a position of authority. Once attaining control, they are demanding and exacting in leadership. Although firm, they are usually fair to people they deal with. They value tradition.

Positive Traits

A person born under the sign of Capricorn will have a tendency to be goal oriented. They seek positions where they can have great control and authority. They don’t function well in subordinate positions. If they believe they can succeed in attaining a goal, they will perservere until it is reached.

Capricorns tend to be profound thinkers. To them life is a serious business, and the need to be in control of it is paramount. They are seekers after knowledge and wisdom. Rational, logical and clearheaded, they have excellent concentration, and delight in all forms of debate but will maintain these bonds their entire life.

They are loyal to intimates. Never impetuous, they consider business and personal relationships carefully before becoming involved. These are family people, and family usually comes first, except where business is their primary concern.

Main positive traits: Ambitious, hard working, responsible, practical, perserverance, self-discipline.

  Negative Traits 

Their naturally pessimistic nature explains their wry sense of humor, which some think is no humor at all. They can spread gloom and tension in a minute and are quite capable of depressing everyone else around them. Never really up, but often down, they need a positive environment to enliven their spirits.

In personal relationships they tend to be uncomfortable. Rather self-centered, they are wary and suspicious of others. They often have few close friends,but indifferent and sometimes callous to those outside their circle.

Main negative traits: Stubborn, overbearing, unforgiving, inhibited, fatalistic, condescending.

Profession 

The occupations Capricorns usually choose are as doctors, lawyers, accountants, and any endeavor that deals with maths or money. They excel as bureaucrats, especially where projects demanding long-term planning are concerned.

Capricorns also make excellent politicians due to their skill in debate, and good teachers . They do best in an environment wherein they can exercise their desire for authority and organization. They are good with their hands, and may choose to be engineers, farmers or builders. The wit and flippancy so characteristic of some Capricorns allows them to consider entertainment as a career. Many are also strongly attracted to musical pursuits

Advice for the Capricorns

Sometimes Capricorns can lack self-confidence, making them extremely defensive because deep down they fear rejection or ridicule from others. They can hold a grudge, sometimes for many years but should avoid it . Capricorns must learn to make allowances for other peoples mistakes with no hard feelings.As a rule Capricorns are likely to suffer from indigestion, rheumatism and pain in the feet.